I’m Back!

I’m back! My apologies for not keeping y’all posted but these past couple weeks have worn me thin.

I feel like I’m sinking and I want to scream at everybody right now. But I’m even too exhausted to do that.

Why does there have to be so much tension in the air these days? It’s not all the time, but everyday has it’s “moment.”

Gosh I just need some kinda break or something to take my mind off it all this.

Why has God put me in such a vulnerable state right now? Everyone’s happy right now I feel like in my family but me. It’s like I’m expecting something to come up soon.

Ya know how you can taste the air and know there’s a thunder storm coming? Or maybe just?

I think I can do that but I can taste/feel tension that’s about to rise. Maybe in about an hour.

But who the heck knows because these days, I don’t even know what’s going on.